To Mr. Eusebius

[thehellflowers]

What exactly is going on with you...

And why do I get the feeling you might be related to my memory loss?

Comments

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

There are hundreds of connections to each of thousands of cells in the human brain. While yours is somewhat simplified due to your constructed origins, it's still quite a mess to force change like that. About the only 'easy' way is to become like a stream child, which effectively means telling the fabric of space to do the work for you. :x

Only Jigokubana?

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

Ah. Should of guessed.

... You know what I mean.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

There's a REASON I didn't want to go messing around in your head. Once the machinery starts running it's a LOT harder to work on.

I thought I did, but you've surprized me on a lot of things of late, so I have to wonder.

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

Ah... I see...

Suprised you how?

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Besides, as you learned in the past day or so, you just wouldn't be YOU without your memories.

With what you worry about, and think about. It doesn't really seem all that important to me. I just worry when it makes you depressed like that.

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

No... I'd be something else.

Being a clone is depressing.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Exactly.

So is being emotional garbage, but that doesn't mean I can't enjoy life a bit either.

Regardless, it's really nice to have you back, Vidya.

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

Keh. And thank you. I'll still hate you. Because I love you.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

You're very welcome, Vidya.

...quite an odd reasoning, but I can't help but feel a bit better hearing that.

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

Heh.

It means my heart belongs to you. And I love and hate you for that.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Because I'm your 'master'?

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

Hell no. I have no master. Not anymore.

Because I FELL IN LOVE FOR YOU BETTER or worse.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Hehe~ Well I'm somewhat happy you finally realized that... although I'm going to miss the idea of you in a maid outfit...

Mmm... As did I, as did I...

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

Who says I won't be in one?

Which is why I don't want you to leave.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Oh? I didn't know you had a cosplaying streak.

I, unfortunately, don't have much choice in the matter, or I wouldn't... although I hope I can be returned, at least... or we can make some other arrangement...

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

Who said I'd being cosplaying.

Heh. Good luck...

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Oh? You're a maid now?

Thank you... you'll see me off, won't you?

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

No. I'm not.

I'll try.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Oh? Then why wear a maid outfit?

I'd like that.

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

Because you like it? ;)

No problem.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Heheh... I can think of a few other things I'd 'like' with you...

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

Start suggesting, mister.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Mm... I think I'll let you choose. I've been making too many decisions of late.

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

I'll see what I can I do. There are those costumes...

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Oh, from the shop? ...heh... interesting... Not to mention kinky.