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[thehellflowers]

So... what do you do when you want a fresh start and the one with the keys to do so won't give the choice to do so?

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[keepersouha.livejournal.com]

I don't mind when people get angry at me. It means they're showing emotion.

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

Ah... But I wouldn't suppose being so angry would be good for one's health...

[keepersouha.livejournal.com]

Actually, it's quite healthy to feel all emotions. Being angry releases pent up stress.

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

Ah?

[keepersouha.livejournal.com]

If you never get angry... The stress you have when you're annoyed just builds up. No one can be happy forever, and no one can be sad forever. Sometimes, you really just need to be frustrated... And let it all out.

Not doing so can lead to health problems, as stress can take its' toll on the body itself.

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

Ah...

But I feel serene and calm though... Admittedly lost... but I feel... calm.

[keepersouha.livejournal.com]

That's because you've apparently spontaneously forgotten everything you've known. Nothing to be mad at. Nothing to be happy at. Nothing to be sad at.

Reminds me of things, but that's not the point.

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

Oh? Such as...

Ah... I suppose my name is Vidya...

So... what's your name?

[keepersouha.livejournal.com]

About when I was oblivious as hell, or at least when the Mask was, but... Mn.

Samasu Souha, second year Obelisk Blue student of the Duel Academia.

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

... Ah? Maybe... I have a mask?

Miss Vidya...

Not quite sure as to my details.

[keepersouha.livejournal.com]

Not you. Me.

I'm not sure, either, at this point. I just wonder why in the world you don't remember anything, anymore. Did someone kick you in the head like I suggested?

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

I know that, but I have a similar condition?

... Dunno.

[keepersouha.livejournal.com]

Do you know what the "Mask" is, Miss Vidya?

Do you feel a pain in your head?

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

No. But... what you mumbled sounds... similar... dunno.

Not really.

[keepersouha.livejournal.com]

The "Mask" is... Well, it's confusing, in a way, but it's just a faux personality. Nothing of consequence, utterly oblivious, and completely worthless.

Then I guess you weren't kicked, Miss Vidya.

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

Maybe... this is a faux personality? o_o;

[keepersouha.livejournal.com]

Maybe. Maybe not. You honestly don't seem all that much different than previous; you're just not beating yourself up constantly.

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

... Why would I be doing that?

::Taps pencil::

How odd... Um... don't hate to be rude... but what do I have to do with Elrand Eusevius?

[keepersouha.livejournal.com]

You were depressed.

Given what you were saying before this, he's the man you're possibly in love with.

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

Why was I depressed?

... Ah, explains the compulsions slightly to serve him.

[keepersouha.livejournal.com]

Because of what you were.

Heheh. Possibly, possibly~.

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

And what was I?

Hmmm.... I feel like I'm missing something here.

[keepersouha.livejournal.com]

Basically? A copy of someone who is like a sister to me.

You probably are, but I have no idea what you'd be missing.

[thehellflowers.livejournal.com]

Twin Sister seperated at birth.

... Nor am I... Why do I have Amnesia...

[keepersouha.livejournal.com]

No, I mean literally a copy. A clone.

I don't know, really. I'd like to know that myself, honestly.