Jigokubana Vidya E. (地獄花=エウセビオス 明[ヴィディヤ]) (
thehellflowers) wrote2007-10-28 06:57 pm
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To Mr. Eusebius
What exactly is going on with you...
And why do I get the feeling you might be related to my memory loss?
And why do I get the feeling you might be related to my memory loss?
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Hmm?
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What, exactly, do you think makes me horrible? It's nice to have a reference to go on~
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That you play games like these.
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Heh, well, games are half the fun~
And in my defense, I DID try to talk you out of it first.
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Not to me, Erland...
Well, I wanted it...
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Do you STILL want it?
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Not unless you can erase the evidence of me, you, and people's memories. Which I doubt. Knowing who I am... though... feels well.
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While it's technically possible, I noticed even with just the memory blocks I put in place with you there were gaps... I really wouldn't trust myself with something like that again.
I'm glad you're finally happy, even knowing who you are and were. As you've realized though, just because you know who you were doesn't mean it defines who you are or will become.
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Gaps? Care to clarify...
I hate who I am. Doesn't mean I can't be something better.
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You still felt a slave-like obligation to me, if subdued, and you seemed to have knowledge of the name Kirihana Kanna without being expressly told. Other, lesser things come to mind, but that's the highlights.
You're really not that bad, Vidya. Your past is just a bit screwed up due to Jigokubana.
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Strange. Why did your blocks fail?
My past is Jigokubana.
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Only Jigokubana?
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... You know what I mean.
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I thought I did, but you've surprized me on a lot of things of late, so I have to wonder.
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Suprised you how?
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With what you worry about, and think about. It doesn't really seem all that important to me. I just worry when it makes you depressed like that.
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Being a clone is depressing.
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So is being emotional garbage, but that doesn't mean I can't enjoy life a bit either.
Regardless, it's really nice to have you back, Vidya.
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...quite an odd reasoning, but I can't help but feel a bit better hearing that.
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It means my heart belongs to you. And I love and hate you for that.
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Because I FELL IN LOVE FOR YOU BETTER or worse.
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Mmm... As did I, as did I...
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Which is why I don't want you to leave.
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